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Sunday, December 07, 2003

I came back to my room with burnt meat smell. Yeah... today I joined my seniors' BBQ cum gathering event, I missed them so much! We usually have our lunch or dinner together before they were graduated from uni. During BBQ Eric was worried that the food was not enough for us, but we ended up having some left over chicken wings, even makan king Eric and Mat couldn't finish them hehe... Lotz of fun things happened, really really a day to remember. Because it was heavily raining, we had to squeeze together under shelter and some small patio umbrellas. But the rain didn't stop our eagerness to take photos, even that meant we had to let out buttock got wet by the rain (need to compact ourselves under the small umbrellas mah?!). Although they are still as garing as usual, seems their life have changed a lot. That will happen to me soon...

I bought daily planner refill for year 2004 today. Hmmm... year 2004, I'll be graduating. Life goes on faster that I thought, it has put me at another junction. As I flipped through my organizer, I stopped at the month of June... stared at it. I remembered 4 years ago, when I was still in 3rd grade of my senior high school, I experienced this kind of dilemma also. Once I got my year 2000 planner, I thought the same way, but then, it didn't take a long time for me to write 'Welcome to Nanyang Technological University Singapore' at the month of June. I really came to Singapore in June 2000, to the same university.

What would happen to me next? What would I write in this at June 2004 onwards? I don't know... life is so unpredictable nowadays. What should I do? I'm afraid of regrets, I don't want to choose a wrong path, what if there's no turning back? What if... what I believe right now to be right is actually wrong? What if one day in the future I wake up, and realize that I shouldn't have lived my life like this.

If onLy tHeRe waS SiGn of wHicH DiRecTion I sHouLd gO, I wOuLd LiVe mYLiFe WitHout ReGreT


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