Sunday, January 25, 2004
It's kinda wierd... if you've spent almost 10 years with Him who has been very precious in your life, but yet you don't know anything deeper about Him.
He has been guiding your life through ups and downs... creating your life this way... strengthening your everyday life, but yet... you just enjoy the ride, without asking yourself "Who is He, what is the essence & what are you supposed to do?"
You only know that He makes your life complete, transforms you to the person you'd ever wished for... and actually, your life belong to Him. Things would be different without Him. But, you never think about contributing something in return.
For 10 years, I have never been set my whole heart to be faithful to Him... never keeping my promises firmly. But He's never left me... I still can feel Him standing by myside, holding my hands whenever I call His name... 'till now. He's been faithful to me... and He'll always be.
Well... I've missed 10 years, and I envy those people who have been devoting their life for knowing & serving Him. Would I be able to compensate?
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::~Rain~
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