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Story of a butterfly - part 2
I came back to the garden, "Only this once... and I won't see It again", I thought.
The Daisy noticed my presence, It greeted me, "Hi little butterfly, come over here!"
"Uh, Hi..." I replied, "I thought you didn't know".
"Urmmm... this is just a small present", I handed him a tiny-yellow-bead, "It looks good on you, let me put it on your leaf".
"Thanks!" and It smiled.
"I think I got to get going" I said to the Daisy, after I put the bead properly.
"Why? Why should you leave so early?" It shocked.
I raised my head up to the Daisy, "I don't belong to here... you know that".
It looked into my eyes with confusion, "Why? We can be friend".
"Yeah... but I'm not ready yet", I smiled bitterly, "Sorry". I made one round turn around the Daisy, "Bye again....."
As I fly away, I whispered, "It hurts seeing you, but the feeling of missing you is more painful".
"Hope I was over with you"
It was the first time I rode a motorcycle in Spore... well, as a passenger only :P. The journey itself took around 20 minutes with an average of 120 km/hr on the express way. It was also the first time I rode motorcycle this fast. Quite exciting, and thanks God, I'm still OK :D.
Remember my fren in MSN? Yeah last nite he called me after I suddenly signed off from MSN, but I hung it up (I wouldn't have picked the phone if I knew it was him), sorry... I knew I would go crying on the phone. I'm scared of what you'd said. then he sent me SMS, said sorry and asked me to call him back after I felt calmer... Last nite I was not OK, so I didn't. This afternoon me met, when I was about to go playing volley ball. After I came back to my room... he called me in MSN, said sorry again.. he said he didn't know the exact scenario of my problematic encounter, and thought that his joke wouldn't cause so much impact on me... We finally talked, and I was ready to forgive him. Well... actually 'forgive' is not a correct word, mebbe I should put it, 'accept him back as my fren like he used to be'. Becoz he was not totally wrong (I took his words too serriously also), it was only because I'd been pesimistic myself, put under pressure, scared worse things would happen and improper joke at an abnormal time... you could be easily thrusted at heart. Honestly I felt much better after we talked... he gave my optimistic nature back in the original place. "You'll be fine", he said. "Don't be afraid of obstacles, keep your mind affirmed".
Sorry for my excessive response yesterday, you know in what situation I am being put under... you know the real me and how I would react to your joke normally.
Uh... 2 weeks to VaLentiNe's Day.. I have a date with happiness :D Have you gotten a date?
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::~Rain~ :1/31/2004 11:55:00 PM::