.::.cReDiTs.::.
.::.MeSsaGe Me.::.
AnotHeR WeeKenD
Time moves so fast, let's see... it's been almost 1 week since my last blogging. Lotz of things happened within this week. Well.. in summary, it went OK :) Today, I am high. Is it because I inhaled too much acetone in lab? Hehehe... Been feeling stressed in the earlier days of the week because of the FYP, yeah... everything seemed to be wrong. But then, when I was ready to let it go, it turned alright, back to normal. Yeap... I'm available for FYP now (no choice!!).
Been calling home frequently because of this uneasy feeling. I'm crazy for being lonely, crazy for feeling blue. It's not because I'm without companions... it's becoz, sometimes when I am running away from a chore, I will keep myself busy with unecessary thing, so that I won't be reminded about the tasks. During this stampede period, I hate doing nothing, coz it would make me feel guilty and empty that I define as lonely. Ok... let me not to dwell in the lazyness no more, time to make progress, gaL.
Discussed about intricate topics with my classmates over lunch yesterday, started from coinhibitancy, virginity, premarital sex, bla bla bla till remain unmarried... complicated huh?! One of my fren gave the header as 'Sex and the campus'. It was a fun conversation, although I can't remember I uttered my opinion so much... well I don't really agree with their views, mebbe becoz I'm too asian inside?! What is your opinion? They said:
-> It is necessary to live with your 'potential future partner', so that you can see his/her true color. If you can bear to carry on with it, do get married, but if not... just lead a separate life before it's too late. Dun wait till you regret yourself for declaring a wedding vow.
-> Virginity is not a huge matter this time. How many galz remain virgin?! A serious relationship is deficient without sex. Premarital sex can be looked upon as a 'test drive' (like what Miranda said before Charlotte's first marriage in SATC). It's a foolish thing to dream that your first boy/gal fren will be ur last one. And to fancy that he/she will be your one and only spouse is quite funny, divorce issue is quite common nowadays.
Well... may be I belongs to a group they had specified as 'a fool'... but I believe different people has different view of a relationship and marriage.
I have myown way of loving 'My Somebody' foolishly ^0^.
Lastly, the galz said they wouldn't mind to remain single.... this is definitelly not for me, I'm not a 'lonesome' person. I yearn for a happy family ^-^
Missing for an unidentified nobody
::::
::~Rain~ :2/06/2004 08:43:00 PM::