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Hi how are you?
It's been quite sometime since my last blogging, and I've been disappearing from mIRC for this few days, almost one full week :D. Nothing big happens in my life nowadays... it's going so so.
Well, few days ago.. I experienced a turmoil, got aggiatated here and there over small things, easily feel bad about myself, and etc etc. It had me promised to change my life. I wanna be better, a better person. Yeah... I've decided on and been working on certain things, and as a result I find my life is better and smiley.
Lotz of things have to be decided soon... some of things should be completed by struggling. I have been hiding from them, but soon I have to get my hands on the matters.
Trying to get my answer on this question: what do I want in life? I'm feeling so empty, undesirable, unwanted and disorientated... waiting for something or someone to pronouce a verdict on me.
Seniors are going out for another gathering. It's at WheeLock Place this time, on Sunday. Want to join them, but I guess I would have another event coming about. Miss you guys.. dont get exhausted in asking me out yea?
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::~Rain~ :3/17/2004 09:17:00 PM::