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Sunday, March 21, 2004

My long lost friend from high school sent me a message through friendster. What a surprise, I never expect him talking to me again.

Years ago, when I was still a high school student, there was 1 guy in the class, whom the girls in a gang of 6 (including me) had crush on... he was our common object of infatuation, although each of us had a 'personalized crush'. He's clever... always had himself in top 5 students of the class, he's tall for sure, sporty and cool... super cool.

At that time, me and him were close friend... he sat 2 rows behind me, we shared homeworks, class assignments.. urm, basicly we ever shared sweet memories.. hehehe no detail required :P

Untill... one day one of the girls made a loud gossip in class about us, she was blaming him for always approaching me, accusing him for always mentioning my name... and for everything that she counted as suspicious. I still remember.. it happened in Saturday's last class, the whole class was judging us... including the teacher. I was really upset at that time, felt sorry for him... and blamed myself coz all I said to defend him had made the situation worst.

His friends called him as a traitor... well because at that time I had an 'affair' with one of his best friends. Then, he completely changed.. we never talked since that accident. I was too proud to start conversation too. And years has passed by...

In the message, he said that I changed to 'more...'s, at least from what he got from the pictures and testimonials. He change a lot too... esp. the way he talks, he even has nerve to say flattering words, so unlike him whom I used to know. I'm glad he contact me again... in these 2 days, he's been sending me messages and he gave me his number too.... yokata ne! *pHew..* I thought he would never talk to me again... ever!

Here I am, been writing memories without him in these years... really miss him.

As I browse high school's yearbook and my photo album... my mind wonders to the past (again?!), do I really change?

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::~Rain~ :3/21/2004 09:49:00 PM::