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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Sorry for outbursting my feeling of discomfort... It's not to offend you in one way or another.. I just cant help it. I've promised not to complain, though.

I always have this tight feeling in my chest everytime I think about this... I suffocate sometime. Its real..

Sometimes I even have my mind blank or just staring at the same stack of letters. Often with my hand unconsciously playing online games. I cant consentrate to study... in class, my brain just got stucked everytime the thing flashes on my mind. I dont even care about my exam 3 weeks ahead.

I have anxious days thinking about options in front of me... Once again, sorry.. You may think that I have good choices of assured future... which I can pick anytime I want. But who knows? Who has a definite answer? I dont know. How if I make a wrong choice?

When I was telling my friend about the choice I was about to make, and that it was like betting my life... she said that, 'I fully support you, win the jackpot, ok?! Call me anytime you need someone to talk' It was really comforting.

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::~Rain~ :3/30/2004 12:08:00 AM::