Wednesday, April 07, 2004
a DiaRy of HappiNesS
I was not feeling well for the past two days. I got slight fever and runny nose... I was not in a cheery mood too, coz I was very unlucky in those two days, also I had to study for a quiz (which I had at 8.30am today). However.. everything went just fine.
Last night I had a sweet dream. I could see myself so happy, and it felt so real. If only life was a sweet dream :)
UpgRaDing My Life
Today I went to submitt the reply letter of SMA's offer of admission. Finally, after much consideration, I've decided to go for it. I dont know how far I can go... but at least I would be able to learn things I really like... there is no guarantee that the worst thing will happen, anyway.
I hope I'm growing up into a better person... than who I am now. At least I'm trying... It's my life, once and my only life... this opportunity won't come so often... and isn't easy to get... and isn't for everybody.
As we grow old, when we look back on our life, we'll regret the things we didn't do more than the ones we did. I believe I would regret it more if I rejected the offer... remembering that there was a time when I ever really wished for it... knowing that I've given the chance.
Nothing in life is easy... and because it's difficult, it worths struggling. I'll do my best... anything happens, happens for the good. If I fail, may be it's really the path I should go... isn't it enough to make me feel secure?
Yeah, coz I know... GOD will lead me to the best of my life.
Yoz... exam time!! :)
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