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~ LiFe iS onLy as MucH as I caN BeaR ~
There is no turning back... Although it was hard to make the decisions, I have finally decided them. Deciding on some things means that you are losing some other things.. It makes me feel relieved as well as troubled at the same time... coz there will be no way to back off with no compensation... coz I can't bear losing...
I have just rejected another offer from one of my favourite proffesors, to do PhD project with him. Last time I really wanted to work under his supervision, he is a nice prof with interesting projects around him and secured funding. Dwelling with the past gave me difficulties in rejecting his offer... *sigh* did I make the right decision?!
The Final Year Project has finally over, after row of experiments, technical malfunctions, excitements, dissapontments, desparations, joys, hard works and silly things all around... after report submissions and finally after the presentation (yesterday)...
Today I went to the labs, where I used to do my experiment for the FYP, to pack and tidy up my stuffs. My supervisor wants to keep the samples we have, so I arranged them in order, and threw away all redundant things. While I was discarding the extra samples.. I was drowning in memories, they used to be very important to me, and yet I just throw them like nothing.
When I was about to leave the labs, the lab technicians wished me good luck for whatever I do in the future and said good bye when I left. I was very touched and almost cried, at that point of time, I was really placed in a situation where I was leaving for real and for good. Yeah I'm leaving soon...
~ Will I pass the same way again?
~ Will I feel the same way again?
~ In my memory
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::~Rain~ :5/12/2004 04:24:00 PM::