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.::.MeSsaGe Me.::.
Reaching out for the rain..
there is no more blue droplets
a rainbow is painted on each
Even there is no music I ever make
the sweet song still sings to the heart
Do I deserve it?
if there is no clue how far I could go
what can I promise you...
Coz it is still a never
... I would fight for
if I cant find forever
Sorry...
Hey man.. the purple rose has already dried. I was thinking to keep it for long... but I guess everytime that rose come into my sight, I can feel regret... I'm no longer stare at it with the same feeling... Sorry
I feel guilty everytime I see you, I feel real bad when I talk to you. Sorry I cant be nice as how you expected, I just dont want to give wrong impression... I dont want you take me for granted, I know that it's not the feeling you want... that's why, dont be too nice to me. Not because I hesitate to give it a chance... I'm scared, scared to be the lose party...
Dont know why, I'm so exhasuted whenever you r near. And everytime you r out of my sight I feel so free... and may be I'm too much by feeling grateful everytime you dont care about me.
It's just... I dont believe in you. You dont seem to be sincere... The sweet words you utter, the praises you say sound so fake, or is it because they r not special anymore?
I hate it when you try so hard to impress me.. doesnt it has to come sincerely? I hate it really when you r with your pride... why is it always come to face and name as the conclusion? dont you think that if you honestly care about someone, you'll give it all no matter what you get in return.. whether that person knows it or not?
I'm disgusted everytime you said that you r proud going out with me... hey, I'm not accessory! When I dont accept what you give, why should you mentioned about something I have lesser than yours... what's wrong with your pride?! I just cant understand... isnt it better to say something else sweeter? Isnt it better to say that you really care and you do?
Sorry... we r fading away in my mind... is it the answer to my prayer?
Dont pretend, dont hide behind your pride... what's so bad about ruined dates anyway? They still made me smile. Let me see you as you really are... please open your mask, before I open my heart to like you as who you really are.
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::~Rain~ :2/01/2005 02:15:00 PM::