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.::.MeSsaGe Me.::.
I wish I could talk to somebody, without judging me...
There is no one to blame but myself, having this feeling...
I never thought that it would be this painful, to know that somebody had just slipped away...
I thought that I would be strong if the time came...
We know that both of us have to move on, without being together...
Only as good friend...
But I never knew that it would be painful...
As if lightning struck in the bright sunlight
As if my heart stop beating for a while
As if there was somekind of shield melting down my soul
As if the air was so hard and freezing....
I woke up in the middle of the night, wishing it was just a dream...
And in the morning I knew that you'd always wait...
But that's not the case...
Wouldn't it be better, if I didnt know?
But I would keep living with the past...
Why should you come to my life, being someone special?
If you're not gonna stay?
Why should you said missing me?
If that's only gonna freeze the time?
Why should you give me hope?
While we knew that.... something was not right
No one else to blame... only me, living with the past....
I knew from the start, right then...
I would have to let you go...
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Once upon a time, at a place, in a piece of time...
When everything used to be so real, that you wouldn't let me go
The days... When I could see us in those eyes,
The place... Where those hands, those shoulders used to keep me warm ... gave me hope ...
That you would always be around
Years have gone by... at this time
When the heart tries to forget the feeling used to exist
When the brain starts to deny ever keeping the memories
When my senses fades the smell of wind around you...
Still... I'm longing for your smile
Those eyes... I wish to keep, even only as memories
I won't mind...
Even though I'm afraid tomorrow comes without you being there
I'm letting you go...
As how I thought I was used to be...
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::~Rain~ :3/27/2005 11:24:00 AM::