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I Think I ... ~by Byul
I believed that it couldn't be, that it was't
There is simply no way that I could be in love with you
It is just petty jealousy,
I am just feeling lonely
I tried to deceive myself
But now I can't hide from it any longer
I Think I love You~ that's how it seems
Cause I Miss You~ when you're not around
I can't do anything
I keep thinking about you
If I look at how things are I know
I'm Falling For You~ I didn't realize it
Now I Need You~ all the time
Located so deep in my heart
Now I see it is you
Maybe we are not suited to each other
It would be good if we are just friends
From one to ten, we never agree on anything
How can we have a relationship?
People say we won't be able to do it
I keep saying it
But now I hate to do it any longer
I didn't realize how I felt about you,
Why couldn't I see?
It was right in front of me
That whole time you were right next to me
Why is it now that I finally see that it is love?
Aaaaaaa.....ah! Just wish that I could scream out loud! Oh My God... Oh My God...!
I think I'm going nuts... as what ko Foode refers me: 'celeng' (in one of his blog entry) I don't know what exactly that means... literally isn't it something like pig? wild pig? But people refers celeng as those who have problem with their mind... isn't my speculation correct? And also he mentioned that may be: I accidentally inhaled 'giggling gaseous-substance' during my lab experiment.
Ok this is the follow-up story to my 'celeng-ness'... The first comment my lab partner addressed to me when I met her in the lab in the morning yesterday was 'Ing... you look happy, did something good happen?' Then I replied... 'No lah, it is just a beautiful morning hehe' *giggling and running away from her sight* Then again she mentioned to me in the afternoon, after we've finished the lab, 'Ing, you are so weird today... you spontaneously smile without any reason and become extremely sweet' (not because I am usually scary and fierce yah?!). I replied, 'I think I inhaled too much acetone and got drunk' *pretending to be dizzy* And she answered, 'No, no... don't bluff me, because acetone doesn't make you high'. Then I did just 'oooo'-ing to answer. Ok... no excuse anymore.
I was really weird, I felt really really embarassed for myself... I successfully broke one sample tube in the lab (it was small and there were thousands of similar tubes... but I don't usually do that!), and then everybody was rushing bringing broom to clear the mess. Then I accidentally knocked a tall flask, lucky I caught it on time before it dropped! Oh... my well-preserved manner and persona were ruined in just one day.
Definitelly there has been something wrong with my central nerve system... I don't feel that my feet are stepping on the ground... I suspected that there must be something wrong with my writing this time (and ko Foodee will curse me in his blog hehehe)... but I can't think properly, ler.
p/s Chen... If you are reading this (I know you are)... beware of me hehehehehe....
I tHinK I...
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::~Rain~ :5/22/2005 03:05:00 PM::