Friday, May 13, 2005 Miss Him Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...... Much!!!!
I woke up in the morning thinking about one person, I miss him so much... I wonder why this happens so suddenly. It doesnt mean that I dont miss him usually, but today.. it does feel that I miss him so much, too much... as I feel like picking him up to hold him tight. Then just decided to drop him a message: - Tiba tiba kangen kamu hari ini, lagi ngapain sayang?(Miss you suddenly today, what are you doing my dear?) I saw him for the first time when I was 4 years old and fell in love at that very first sight... We are the best buddy since then, I remember playing mud together with him on an empty yard, being scolded together for the mess we created, taking a bath under the sun together, swimming in fish pond (yuks!)... I remember when he comforted me when I fell down and confronted anybody being evil to me... It was a beautiful piece of memories! We often quarelled also, I ever hurt him and he did that to me too... But I still love him and never less.
He is my little brother... my dear di di, well... actually 'little' is not a correct word because he is definitelly taller and bigger than me, he is 19 this year, but I still feel that he is still my pretty baby boy whom I used to steal from my parent's room to mine, to hide him under pillows and bolsters, only to play him even longer...